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Nov. 4th, 2004 @ 07:58 pm Yes I think I'm falling in love with myself.....
Current Mood: more than this!!!
Current Music: Sparks!!!!
No, not really... I think i'll never have megalomania, i'm too unserious.. but i was great today!.I'm proud of myself! all i was to do is tell the group about propaganda (sadly i dont mean Sparks, but Mass Media) but as i started i immediately got hooked, and talked for about 20 mins... i was jumping and waving hands and all that as i saw the others' reaction - they liked me talking.. that was so wonderful , real joy. I shall become a rock musician before it issnt late!... (jumps away) I'm happy , you're happy, we all are happi-e-e!.. Ahh!!!
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Nov. 3rd, 2004 @ 09:22 pm (no subject)
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Oct. 29th, 2004 @ 11:22 am Dogs
Two ladies just came,a week ago they/ve ordered mom a souvenir(a sample) - a small statue of spaniel, and a plate with dog's portrait. painted and all. They are dog-keepers. Mom cannot draw so she passed the job to me .Honestly, i can't stand spaniels!! But i did the job well and now those two women express their delight in the next room talking to mom,who pretends that it's her who've made all this. Thats my tactic, customers tend to believe adults much more that youngsters. So i'm sure (experiense proves) that if that was me talking to them ,they would hesitate, but now theyre ready to buy those souvenirs ( i need money!..i'm extremely hard-up , and also i got troubles with studies, but it doesnt matter).
I'm a grey cardinal, lol...
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Oct. 20th, 2004 @ 10:19 pm composition on a free subject
Current Mood: strange
Current Music: Lost and found - Sparks.
14:15, i'm standing at the bus stop, see the marshrute taxi and wave the driver. Approach three gypsies and encircle me. They pretend - i realize this later - that they dont know how to open the door ,and a minute later i do that by myself. One of the gypsies asks the driver whether the taxi goes to the Southern Market and when he says 'no' , they rein back . I enter the taxi , take a seat and decide (finally) to open the French textbook wnen notice that my bag is open. I ask the driver to stop, say that I was robbed and go home.
'Mom , i just was robbed , i need to make a call to the bank. Not going to the uni today'.
She makes a call to her pupil - shes a teacher of ceramics and works at the so-called Palace of Children Art , but also visits some children at home . Today she was supposed to see a blind girl. This girl was born with healthy eyes, but at the age of three , at a hospital, she was given some medicine that caused allergic reaction. She 've lost her eyesight completely and had many operations made. Her name is Leyla. She can sew and knit, plays guitar and makes figures out of clay , write verses , and she's only fifteen. Her mother's health is very bad ,although shes rather young - but she've spent all her power to help her daughter just somehow.
So, mom calls Leyla and says she'll come tomorow.
I call to the militia and explain what happened .
'So what?'
'How do you think, if my credit card is stolen?'
'What else?'
'My students ticket. You understand, if someone explodes the White house and leaves this dammit ticket on the place , what should i do?'
'Your address? OK. we're coming.. a minute. You know, better come by yourself.'
Mom says she goes with me, as she knows my temper. I'm not sure whether they stole my keys aswell, but at least my address isnt written in the students'ticket.
We arrive to the local deparment of militia. A long corrridor, rooms to the left and right ,and two mwn behind the glass , just like fish.
'Who are you?'
'I called about the vallet'
'Go to the room 6'
In the room, two computers ,one's switched on and bears a bucolic wallpaper, also stand two tables., several bags under one of them , in the bags i see canned vegetables. A man with bruised face sits on a chair and a thin woman who handles crutches, stands near. Posters of Rob Halford, Terminator II, Bruce Willis and women in bikini on walls. mom sits down on a chair , i stand at a safe. When i sit down at it, the safe rumbles. The woman with crutches smiles. A policeman enters and looks at as as we were lice .
'What're you doing here?'
Mom? smiling:
'You see...'
We walk out, i keep the proud look. Then mom walks toward the two men i behind the glass. Someone thin suddenly appears .
'You're about the wallet?'
We nod.
'Room 85, 4th floor'
We go to the stairs and then up, then to the left and enter a room which is obviously in repair.
Fivbe men inside, one policeman and four big fat caucasians.
The cop:
'out, please, i'm busy'.
I get mad.
'I've lost my dammit wallet , and youre busy!!! You always are ,a week ago someone was burning the roof o my (beep) house and noone(beep) came although i called three times!!!!'
Mom:
'Shes a bit nervous , sorry'
The first caucasian:
'Behave , lady ,or...'
Me :
"What ,or??? Come on!'
the cop :
'Whats the problem?'
'I. Was. Robbed. Someone . Stole. My . Wallet!!!! '
'Your name?'
I say my full name. He says his name's Lesha, its a brief of Alexey. He asks how it happened.I tell about the gypsies.
'Do you remenber their faces or how they were dressed?
'Dam, no!!!'
I show how i was standing at the taxi and what i did m and comment everything.
'And what you want from me?'
'!!!!!!!!!!'
'Lady , behave!!!!!!'
'!!!!!!!!!!!!"
'Sorry, shes a bit nervous'.
'We can sue them'
'Whom????'
'The gypsies'
'How??????"
'Go out'
'AAAAA!!!!listen , Lesha, if someone explodes the )beep) moon and you find that (beep) ticket among the wreckage , i was here and warned you!!!!'
We go out.
Mom:
'Ania, calm down'.
'If he can treat me like a .. (beep) , then i can treat him like a (beep) (beep) , can't i????'
We're at the glass window again.
'Go to the room 26, you'll get a certificate that you were here'
Not asking questions, we go there and i repeat the story.
'Go to the bank and block your card !! immediately!!!!'
'Thanks'.

At the bank, i'm filling some blanks and forms for about an hour. I'm told that i'll have to make a call to Moscow and block the card, and the new one i'll receive as soon as next month.
We go to the crafts shop. Its empty and so lonely - its closed for repair but theres almost no doubt that it will be closed. Few people wrote letters to the local government , and tomorow i'm going to stick leaflets on every house - saying that we must save the shop. Its maybe said too pathetic that without the shp the town will lose its face , but really, too much will be gone.
Women who work in there , both have families, one of them is 46 and the other is 52 ,and she has an alcoholic son. They will hardly find any job. But theres a possibility to rent a place at the other cinema. Lately cinemas are used with quite various aims.
They said we can take what we want - all the people who were placing their products there to sell, have already taken them away ,and ther are only few itens of furniture left, lots of accordion cases - for some reason ,and also books on arts and old postcards. They allow me to pick what i like.
They also had a man selling and buying antique things there - but he has some back earnings so he may not worry. He can buy a place in that other cinema and give them a job - that would be good for all.
Mom goes to a shop and buyst some wine and candies.
Meanwhile, in the back room, i find ten rubles in one of the accordion cases, Its equivalent to one pound sterling, even funny.
At the table , they pour wine in tea cups.
I tell one of the women ,Olya , that i miss a guy with whom i went a month ago , very much.
Mom tells everyone about my wallet.
We even laugh.
We drink for men. It seems , none of us ever met a real man . Loking at these three women, mom and the sellers, and knowing their stories, i think that doubtfully my life will be happier.
An hour later , we pack things and switch off the light , and leave the empty shop.
I'm not uoset with that money loss m and even the card . The adventures at the militia department were amusing, and there are millions of things that are much harder to get through.
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Oct. 20th, 2004 @ 02:37 pm Shit happens
Current Mood: even more!
Current Music: I feel good - James Brown
Just came home, someone stole my wallet with money , credit card and students ticket, in the bus. Wish i had some Forest Gump's optimizm.
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Oct. 20th, 2004 @ 11:15 am in the midnight hour....
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: Godfather theme
Last night , i was sitting and peacefully painting a picture , without paying much attention a the conversation heard under our windows ( we live in one of 80 apartments of a 5-storeyed house , and the district is old so all inhabitants are used to talks and songs and all that can be heard from outdoors). One of the talking men was persuading the other to trust him and promised to shoot anyone who could threaten - usual talk of a drunk man . Usually such things here dont go beyond words, but this time he made several shots in our kitchen window. That caused appearance of my aunt who stuck out of the window top watch whaty was going on (i of course hid behind the corner ) . By that time those guys vanished away . Later , when i went to bed , i heard music playing from the basement rooms. That was the theme from Godfather. Idiotizm! Thinking of that guy with his gun , i really bursted laughing.
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Oct. 15th, 2004 @ 10:18 am Talent isnt an asset!
Current Mood: worried
I hate today!First, at 11, i'm recording music for our uni performance , at five we have a rehearsal, at seven we play and i dance rock-n-roll(damn!) , then relatives grab me and we go to my cousin's wedding, where i'll have to sing... how to get through - io've almost lost interest in drinking...
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Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 07:02 pm Forever young
Current Mood: confused
Today, in a bus, i paid the conductor with a 2-ruble coin, and she gave me a 1.5 ruble ticket and charge. 1.5 rubles is the price of schoolkid ticket ... the student's one costs two, i'm a student, and now i'm worried : do i really look few years younger , or just dressed in such idiotic way that no student would dress?..
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Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 10:37 am Its a Sparks show , sparks show.
Current Mood: mixed
Current Music: Metronome
Not exactly, yeah, but i think worth watching.
To Sparks fans , those who think they're Sparks fans and others! If you dont know, theres a Sparks convention on Oct., 16th in Glastonbury, UK .Details can be found at www.allsparks.com and www.fanmael .net. You still have time to pack your things and head there , and also , probably the event will be broadcast at the aforementioned Fanmael site. I feel like i've fallen from tenth floor as i'm not going anywhere , but still wish others good time.
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Oct. 10th, 2004 @ 03:33 am exception
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: i love love - Pulp
thinki would make an exception and marry Jarvis Cocker.Yes i konw hes married but it can be changed..heh... I know hes twice or som older than me and it cannot be changed , but it doesnt bother me much. I heard he's an incredible egoist , but so am i - curious what would come out..lol.. a weeka fter the wedding, total devastation of the room and two super-proud people sitting in opposite corners of it ,and much worse than that..ok... hes so tall and skinny and i love his face, and Pulp(never heard Relaxed Muscle though...) They say he dot insane ...sad... But ,look above...
Actually there are lotsa men whom i love platonically (myshort means dont allw me to change it..:(( ) . I'm sure they dont mind!..;)
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Oct. 10th, 2004 @ 03:20 am do you take this man?...
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Marry me - Sparks
My cousin marries his gf next saturday. Poor guy.
I think i'll never marry anyone.It takes so much money that turns some of your distant relatives into enemies and, besides..i dont wanna be , er ,chained to house and all!
Good that he's a man, will have a bit more freedom . (?)
He already knows how to spend days on sofa so it wont be that shocking i hope...
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Oct. 8th, 2004 @ 07:22 pm She's not sure if you're a boy or a girl
Current Mood: amused
I came to the conclusion that the only difference between men and women is that the latter in their majority always have somethhing in their hands, a bag , a purse, whatever, no matter they need it or no . Men's hands, though, usually are not busy with various stuff(in the decent meaning...;)). How do you think?
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Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 08:52 pm money money money
Current Mood: irritated
Current Music: tarkan! :(
Imagine, the one and only shop in our town selling arts and crafts will be closed! That's because some rich turk id buying the building of the former cinema and all shops in it , to make there a nightclub.
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Oct. 7th, 2004 @ 06:25 pm Fashion, beep beep.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Bowie....
Today i went out in my new raincoat , black with dark-purple lining- bought yesterday and as i 've thought then , very cool. But a glance in a shop window i passed by made me thinking of Disney's Dark Duck and this idiotic thought stuck in my brain. My yellow boots complemented the effect. A friend, whom i asked what did he thgink about my garb, just said, 'Hitler-jugend'. I'm frustrated.
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Oct. 5th, 2004 @ 07:48 pm blue meanies!
Current Mood: angry
I almost got angry again. Thats because of my aunt. Shes sorta leader in our family - our family aint unique but rather ..unstandard - me, mom, her sister and brother, so this sister is a so-called boss although shes not the eldest of them. I'm sorry watching others be subordinated, with years a thought that (almost) and anything can't be done without her permission seems to stuck in their heads. Also she wants to treat me as a maid. She used to find things in which she could blame me, icluding those to which i had no relation at all. Today she said ,' have we got asny coffee? I prefer it with milk'. That meant, 'Anna, make me a cup of coffee please.' No, SHE didnt mean that and would never express her 'will' this normal human way . it aslmost doesnt piss me off anymore..do i want too much? I'm NOT subordinated! I intentioinally hang my chin too high . I dont make little dirty tricks like pissing in tea, all that , i could say i'm above that , but i often feel incredibly low. The only thing that warms me is that my dead-calmness makes her mad. In such moments she looks like a blue meanie. Can't get who of us is worse, still...
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Sep. 25th, 2004 @ 11:33 pm AAA!!!!
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: I'm going slightly mad - Queen
Yesterday i went to buy me new jeans. I know that i bought dark blue with high belt cause i hate those which make your bellybutton seen. I tried them on and they looked gret. I had them packed then.
I came home and put the package on the shelf and today i opened it and found there DISGUSTING LOW-BELT JEANS!!!! They palmed me off this cr*p! Its an internatinal evil cabal!...
(Gets paranoid...)
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Sep. 25th, 2004 @ 06:07 pm Whomp that Sucker
Current Mood: angry
First...

Russian pop idol Filipp Kirkorov has deeply insulted a girl reporter at a news conference in the southern Russian city of Rostov, while his bodyguards even used force against the girl.
To get the idea of the scandal's scale imagine that Robby Williams verbally abused a girl correspondent from a Brighton newspaper.
However, such scandals look more disgusting in the Russian environment. Filipp Kirkorov, a two-metre high goodlooker of Bulgarian extraction, is not merely a national idol. He is a show business tycoon who owns the Kirkorov Productions company that has recently produced Chicago musical and performed it life in Moscow.
Kirkorov's songs to down-home music with a lot of dancers in splendid costumes and laser effects have won him a millions-strong army of fans, above all middle aged women who watch television while cooking. Hence Kirkorov's title of king of housewives.
Housewives are now watching TV horrified, drying their tears with towels. All the channels are showing the dramatic press conference in Rostov where their beloved, sweet-voiced idol and romantic hero posed as a foul-mouthed cad humiliating a woman to recover his pride.
The video tape shows Irina Aroyan, a local Gazeta Dona correspondent, a good-looking girl in an enticing pink blouse asking a totally inoffensive question why there are so many remakes in his repertory, and whether that was caused by the lack of new melodies, authors or other reasons.
Kirkorov started enumerating his hit songs but cut himself short and lashed out at the girl - "I'm fed up with you..." Then he pronounced profanities that are not normally used at press conferences but can be heard in port pubs.
Then he ordered her out. Irina replied that it was her job to be there. This remark triggered a new vicious spurt of temper. "You must prepare for press conferences with stars. You walked the streets yesterday, and today you are sitting in the stall..."

The super star mimicked the reporter's southern accent in the end and shouted obscenities at her.
Irina Aroyan said Kirkorov's bodyguards had attacked her outside the concert hall, grabbed her by the hands and stopped her mouth with an arm saying - "Do you know who you were talking to. We will make you shut your mouth!" They tore the flashcard away from the girl's camera and tried to break her dictating machine.
This incident may look common mischief compared to some of the western super-stars' behaviour. Indeed, Kirkorov did not set ablaze his guitar on stage, neither did he pee on the audience or bit off a living bird's head. He did not simulate autoeroticism on stage either.
However, such a conduct was a big mistake as it destroyed his stage image of Orpheus singing about love for the woman. Indeed, a knight without fear and reproach worshipped by millions of female aficionados appeared to be a male chauvinist who does not hesitate to insult a woman. What will his numerous aficionados feel listening to his sweet songs henceforth?
The country has already launched protests against the pop singer.
The local Vostochny Ekspress (Orient Express) television and radio channel announced Kirkorov a persona non grata striking off his songs and even concerts in which he participated from all programmes. The protests are approaching Moscow. Housewives, his most loyal aficionados, are collecting signatures under petitions to their authorities to bar Kirkorov from singing in their region, city or town.
Meanwhile, Irina Aroyan has filed a complaint over being attacked by Kirkorov's bodyguards and damage to her professional equipment. She is also considering suing Kirkorov over the abuse of honour and dignity. Going Together, an influential youth organisation close to the United Russia party, which advocates the refinement of morals, has offered Irina financial and legal support.
Kirkorov may face up to a year of correctional labour.
However, it is thus far unclear what effect the scandal will have on his career. His music chart ratings can either go up dramatically or plummet. Russian audiences will thereby show whether they treat the incident as an insignificant occurrence, or even a good advertisement for the singer, or whether they are disappointed by discrepancy between the singer's image and his inner world.



A bit later...
" Pop star Philip Kirkorov will make a final appearance in a television show " Young Talents” anchored by famous singer Alla Pugacheva. The show will be on the air on First channel on September 17, Kirkorov told Itar-Tass on the telephone.
The singer, who had been to Las Vegas attending the World Music Awards ceremony, flew to Moscow in his own plane immediately after. Kirkorov was awarded a prize as the best Russian singer.
Kirkorov, wearing couture clothes, accepted the high award on the stage of Mark and Thomas arena from celebrated movie star Michael Douglas. The singer addressed the audiences in Russian, thanking them for their love that the Russian singer enjoyed for almost 20 years of his artistic career.
"Three happy days” is the title of a charming song by Alla Pugacheva that the singer sang, saying good- bye to the audiences who rose from their seats to applaud.
A video tape of the awards ceremony will be shown by Russian television on First channel during Fabrika Zvezd (Young Talents) show on September 17 during which Philip Kirkorov will sing his farewell song on television, he said. "


And later...
Moscow airport (Scheremetyevo i think ). Kirkorov walks out of the plane and sees a big group of journalists . He takes out his award and makes a triumphatory face. While he's passing the journalists by , they ignore his presence , as they gathered to meet the pianist Van Cliburn . Bewildered, Kirkorov goes to his car and leaves home, followed, though , by a journalist of the Russia channel, whom he says , 'I'm quitting'.
We'll see how this will work ...
Songs are being broadcast on radio despite any bannings and he still has crowds of fans.
Imagining how shitly he felt when saw that nobody's going to hand him flowers and scream with adoration , i experience some sweet malicious delight. I wanna see him, acused in cursing, wash floors in public toilets. But it will never happen...
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Sep. 20th, 2004 @ 11:19 am Dinky Diamond
You know guys, i just read ont the official website that Dinky Diamond, the Sparks'drummer in their glam period, committed suicide on friday. Really sorry about him.
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